Hy there..
to know myself i feel like i have to make a diary so lets get started.
today is a new day so i think its ok to forget all about yesterday and lets talk about today and so on.
as it is 20 jan 2020 , monday. and to be frank i am a future billionaire but at this stage of life i am completly broked. i live in a 3 room appartment with my family. In my family there are 4 members. dad mum sister and me. so lets talk about me. I day dream a lot, and i am super lazy, i dont belive in 9-5 job to sustain my living but i am so broked that my friends and family are paying all my hangouts with them. sometime i feel like its really bad. so now lets go to my day and see how do i spend my days. as we all know morning is the best but i wake up at may be 8.30am. then day starts with drinking 2 glass of luke warm water. then today and old friend who is in USA has send me a message in messanger the we talked about our lifes and some bussines idea. he is planning to open a resturant in kathmandu(is the capital of nepal). so we talk for a while and at the same time i was having my break fast. after that i got and idea about nepali foods like momo ,chaumin ,laughing ,choila ,etc that would be great for australia. so i call a friend friend who was in australia to give him the idea about this type of resturent but i guess he already knew that and there were many such type of place for nepalees people to go and eat. i guessed he didnt needed my help haha. then i am smoker so in morning i have to have one. so i checked my wallet but as a mater of fact i didnt even had a single penny. so i asked my sister for the money but she refused me. as a going to be a doctor she didnt give me monney to smoke some how i manage to get rs5($0.05) and went to get a smoke while smoking i thought that this is it. i even dont have money to buy myself a cigerate and i planed to finding a way to earn money. after that i came home and sat in my laptop and started searching online jobs but i need to have paypal account first and the bad luck is that the bank in our country is not valid by paypal. i have payoneer prepaid mastercard but that also doesnt work as paypal dont accept payoneer bank account. after that i had a lunch and after finishing my lunch i wash my dishes and got into a small fight with my sister. she wanted me to take her out and i was going outside to meet my friends. i got angry and i left home i took a bike ride. while riding the bike some unknow dude in pulser 200ns challenged me not literally but i felt like he was so the race begins and while racing i got ahead and i reached the destination but i was there all alone my friend havent even arived at. after some time they arrived and left one of my friends bike in a workshop and to pass our time while the bike was being repaired we went to have tea with cigerates and still the bike wasnt reapaired so we thought why should we wait here when we can go to your hangout place so we left his bike and we took off. and came to our hang outs and boys started to play pubg and i was watching youtube vedios.
after some time we got on house dish as it was his last day of his work on that reasturant and after that i also installed pubg and started playing it. i installed it because of the trigger. and after one game and some snacks my sister called me and said me to come home. so i left the guys from there and while i was leaving and when i came near the bike i thought shit man again i have eatten so much and i didnt even gave money or i didnt even have money. money was the main problem for me. beause of lack of money i dont hangout with my friends that much i prefer to stay in home and sitting infro of laptop all day long. i know my friends know my condition so they never make me feel that i dont have money. but it stricks me. because of one past incident with me. lets go to flash back ....
i was with my ex and her friends and at that time i didnt have money and i thought that its ok if i dont have money this time. every time i had but at that time i didnt and we went to eat and played a game of ludo so that the one who wins wont have to pay for food and her friend won and at the time for pay she ask me for money and i told her i dont have any money right now and she replyed like disgusting you dont have money while you cane to meet your gf. and she payed my money also and while returning i didnt know that but she had kept some money in my pocket. so from that day i kinda started to felt odd with everyone while hanging out i have to had money. so lets continue onn then i came home and my sister was all ready to go out the we went to our brother home and meet and three of them brother sister and sister collected some money and we all went to get some food in black forest resturent. after we had food and talk about have a trip. me and sister left brother and another sister and we came to our home and at that very moment i found rs20($0.2) in my pocket and i was so happy so i left her and wenk to have another cigrates and came home this is the end of the first diary now i am still searching for a way to earn money online. lets hope i get this figure out fast. see you soon.
to know myself i feel like i have to make a diary so lets get started.
today is a new day so i think its ok to forget all about yesterday and lets talk about today and so on.
as it is 20 jan 2020 , monday. and to be frank i am a future billionaire but at this stage of life i am completly broked. i live in a 3 room appartment with my family. In my family there are 4 members. dad mum sister and me. so lets talk about me. I day dream a lot, and i am super lazy, i dont belive in 9-5 job to sustain my living but i am so broked that my friends and family are paying all my hangouts with them. sometime i feel like its really bad. so now lets go to my day and see how do i spend my days. as we all know morning is the best but i wake up at may be 8.30am. then day starts with drinking 2 glass of luke warm water. then today and old friend who is in USA has send me a message in messanger the we talked about our lifes and some bussines idea. he is planning to open a resturant in kathmandu(is the capital of nepal). so we talk for a while and at the same time i was having my break fast. after that i got and idea about nepali foods like momo ,chaumin ,laughing ,choila ,etc that would be great for australia. so i call a friend friend who was in australia to give him the idea about this type of resturent but i guess he already knew that and there were many such type of place for nepalees people to go and eat. i guessed he didnt needed my help haha. then i am smoker so in morning i have to have one. so i checked my wallet but as a mater of fact i didnt even had a single penny. so i asked my sister for the money but she refused me. as a going to be a doctor she didnt give me monney to smoke some how i manage to get rs5($0.05) and went to get a smoke while smoking i thought that this is it. i even dont have money to buy myself a cigerate and i planed to finding a way to earn money. after that i came home and sat in my laptop and started searching online jobs but i need to have paypal account first and the bad luck is that the bank in our country is not valid by paypal. i have payoneer prepaid mastercard but that also doesnt work as paypal dont accept payoneer bank account. after that i had a lunch and after finishing my lunch i wash my dishes and got into a small fight with my sister. she wanted me to take her out and i was going outside to meet my friends. i got angry and i left home i took a bike ride. while riding the bike some unknow dude in pulser 200ns challenged me not literally but i felt like he was so the race begins and while racing i got ahead and i reached the destination but i was there all alone my friend havent even arived at. after some time they arrived and left one of my friends bike in a workshop and to pass our time while the bike was being repaired we went to have tea with cigerates and still the bike wasnt reapaired so we thought why should we wait here when we can go to your hangout place so we left his bike and we took off. and came to our hang outs and boys started to play pubg and i was watching youtube vedios.
after some time we got on house dish as it was his last day of his work on that reasturant and after that i also installed pubg and started playing it. i installed it because of the trigger. and after one game and some snacks my sister called me and said me to come home. so i left the guys from there and while i was leaving and when i came near the bike i thought shit man again i have eatten so much and i didnt even gave money or i didnt even have money. money was the main problem for me. beause of lack of money i dont hangout with my friends that much i prefer to stay in home and sitting infro of laptop all day long. i know my friends know my condition so they never make me feel that i dont have money. but it stricks me. because of one past incident with me. lets go to flash back ....
i was with my ex and her friends and at that time i didnt have money and i thought that its ok if i dont have money this time. every time i had but at that time i didnt and we went to eat and played a game of ludo so that the one who wins wont have to pay for food and her friend won and at the time for pay she ask me for money and i told her i dont have any money right now and she replyed like disgusting you dont have money while you cane to meet your gf. and she payed my money also and while returning i didnt know that but she had kept some money in my pocket. so from that day i kinda started to felt odd with everyone while hanging out i have to had money. so lets continue onn then i came home and my sister was all ready to go out the we went to our brother home and meet and three of them brother sister and sister collected some money and we all went to get some food in black forest resturent. after we had food and talk about have a trip. me and sister left brother and another sister and we came to our home and at that very moment i found rs20($0.2) in my pocket and i was so happy so i left her and wenk to have another cigrates and came home this is the end of the first diary now i am still searching for a way to earn money online. lets hope i get this figure out fast. see you soon.
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