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I didnt expert this day to be like this. as I was in anjan's home i got up at 9.30am and then talked with
the remaining one's and anjana wanted me to drop her at her college and i came back i told everyone (who were awake) bye and paru and i returned home and after returning home anish called dme we went to our new hangout place that was near to my home. we had cigrade and lemon tea (but i had ordered milk tea and owner didnt had milk so he made the lemon tea) and we talked about the business idea and about joker and media an all. the paru called me and said me to came back home father wanted me to be at home. after that i came home but when i was at my home father was acting like he was irritated by me i didnt know why he was giving those vibe we had our dinner and i came back to room and started to look youtube haha my bestfriend. shisir called and told me he was about to leave kathmandu and was comming to chitwan(chitwan was on the way to reach dang) i said ok when you reach near chitwan call me. the mum just entered the home as the three were in another room talking with eachother i was all alone with myself and laptop then mum called me to be with them why was i being so loner. and i went to there room and sat with them but father's behaivor was i dont know what it was but like irritated. and mum sparked the topic about my education and her break was over so she went to her office(paru had already told mum that i am droping out from my college) so lets go to my flash back i dont know what was wrong but software engineering was the subject i chose 5 years ago and for 5 years i had lied about my reasult with my familly. i even created the fake result sheet to show to my father as i thought he would had heart attack if i told him that i had failed. so lets continue and my father had a little hint that i was not going to pass my engineering but he had faith that some day i will be and engineer as he told me and sugeted that i should do engineering i didnt even spoke a word but at lasts the told me option that i had to study or to do job and i told him i would do a job. and he went to toilet and again came to us and told me that he trusted me with my world.lets go to flash back about trust he was not sure that i had shown him the proper result so he told me that he wanted to go to my college and talk with my teachers and at that point i had many back that i had hide from him so i told him father why dont you trust me i am old enough so you dont have to go to my university to check my studies and he trusted my world and he didnt went to check on my college. so now lets come to prestent and he headed out for a bit and paru and i were talking with each other. i had a mix feeling of relif and guilt. relif of telling the truth and guilt for ruining father's dream. so after some time he came and told us to go to next room and he went to sleep and mum came paru told me everything is going to be ok and now i have to get a job or something and join a bachelor that is way easer or something like that then shisir came and he called me telling he was at narayani and i had to go there but i couldnt say my father that i wanted to go out and meet a friend so i waited for 15 min then once father and mum went for shoping i took the bike and reached narayani. he had waited for me for 20 mins and we talked about my condition and his condition and smoked some cigerates while talking about our problem and where life was talking us and then he went to dang and i returned home and laptop and dinner and played cards with my family and watched movie terminator and went to sleep.
I didnt expert this day to be like this. as I was in anjan's home i got up at 9.30am and then talked with
the remaining one's and anjana wanted me to drop her at her college and i came back i told everyone (who were awake) bye and paru and i returned home and after returning home anish called dme we went to our new hangout place that was near to my home. we had cigrade and lemon tea (but i had ordered milk tea and owner didnt had milk so he made the lemon tea) and we talked about the business idea and about joker and media an all. the paru called me and said me to came back home father wanted me to be at home. after that i came home but when i was at my home father was acting like he was irritated by me i didnt know why he was giving those vibe we had our dinner and i came back to room and started to look youtube haha my bestfriend. shisir called and told me he was about to leave kathmandu and was comming to chitwan(chitwan was on the way to reach dang) i said ok when you reach near chitwan call me. the mum just entered the home as the three were in another room talking with eachother i was all alone with myself and laptop then mum called me to be with them why was i being so loner. and i went to there room and sat with them but father's behaivor was i dont know what it was but like irritated. and mum sparked the topic about my education and her break was over so she went to her office(paru had already told mum that i am droping out from my college) so lets go to my flash back i dont know what was wrong but software engineering was the subject i chose 5 years ago and for 5 years i had lied about my reasult with my familly. i even created the fake result sheet to show to my father as i thought he would had heart attack if i told him that i had failed. so lets continue and my father had a little hint that i was not going to pass my engineering but he had faith that some day i will be and engineer as he told me and sugeted that i should do engineering i didnt even spoke a word but at lasts the told me option that i had to study or to do job and i told him i would do a job. and he went to toilet and again came to us and told me that he trusted me with my world.lets go to flash back about trust he was not sure that i had shown him the proper result so he told me that he wanted to go to my college and talk with my teachers and at that point i had many back that i had hide from him so i told him father why dont you trust me i am old enough so you dont have to go to my university to check my studies and he trusted my world and he didnt went to check on my college. so now lets come to prestent and he headed out for a bit and paru and i were talking with each other. i had a mix feeling of relif and guilt. relif of telling the truth and guilt for ruining father's dream. so after some time he came and told us to go to next room and he went to sleep and mum came paru told me everything is going to be ok and now i have to get a job or something and join a bachelor that is way easer or something like that then shisir came and he called me telling he was at narayani and i had to go there but i couldnt say my father that i wanted to go out and meet a friend so i waited for 15 min then once father and mum went for shoping i took the bike and reached narayani. he had waited for me for 20 mins and we talked about my condition and his condition and smoked some cigerates while talking about our problem and where life was talking us and then he went to dang and i returned home and laptop and dinner and played cards with my family and watched movie terminator and went to sleep.
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