I am back..
it was really intense yesterday. so today was the new beginning of my life chapter what ever i asked for was that i have got like i wanted my dad and mum to know about my decision about the college. so i could chose my dream to connect real world with digital world/or mind world. i woke up and talked with mum and she was like prashant you have to join bachelor just join it any field will work out. then after listerning to her i wanted to meet with othere who are my family i mean dad mum and sister. so i called bidur vai and sushant dai but they werent around and from now on i need a proper reason to get out of the house. then i went to smoke so that my head will be cleared. but it didnt than dai (sushant) called and told me to meet him so he is a family and my mum trust him so i asked my mum "mum i am going to meet dai" mum told why i replied i wanted to talk to him. then i went to meet him them it was me and dai at first then we talked and aasu came and bidur vai and sabin dai were also there. we all talked about business idea every one was very helpfull to me everyone wanted to see me get my life back on track. and i left dhawa and went to home and had lunch and did some house work and again sat in front of laptop and after few hours we all went to 13 day or someone's death he is far relative grate gand father whos age was 104 he died 13 days ago. as i reached there there was many who i didnt know but everyone who knew my mum and dad asked the first question what is your son studing that question made really awakward and my dad replyed he is doing software engineering and mum who is beside me say in my ear look this is what happens then i realize that i just have to been not seen with my parents so that they dont have to listern to me but not always just in social setting but people any way ask. so i have to do what i love but love is really complected word for me i wana figure out my passion so that i can create my own way. i guess my own way is that dream that i have seen for myself but at this period of time i have way many douts about my self. so lets continue i just got lost onto my thoughts.after that i went to my mums home and had coffee and we left and went to anjan's home and anjan was going for a shoping for himself and angana so he told me to lets go bro to buy us a jacket and we went to buy the jacket at first in just one shop we had found his cloth but for angu we had to search for 10 shops and at last we found a beautiful dress and the shop keeper was also really nice we talkedd and we had fun it was a fun environment in that shop but she didnt gave us much discount but it was ok.. and we return to my home anjan droped me home and he went and dad and i started to play card and i thing i was lucky i won rs 100($1) haha for me at this moment $1 is also really valuable. and after that game i am here writing this diary ok gudnite lets see what will tomorrow will bring....
it was really intense yesterday. so today was the new beginning of my life chapter what ever i asked for was that i have got like i wanted my dad and mum to know about my decision about the college. so i could chose my dream to connect real world with digital world/or mind world. i woke up and talked with mum and she was like prashant you have to join bachelor just join it any field will work out. then after listerning to her i wanted to meet with othere who are my family i mean dad mum and sister. so i called bidur vai and sushant dai but they werent around and from now on i need a proper reason to get out of the house. then i went to smoke so that my head will be cleared. but it didnt than dai (sushant) called and told me to meet him so he is a family and my mum trust him so i asked my mum "mum i am going to meet dai" mum told why i replied i wanted to talk to him. then i went to meet him them it was me and dai at first then we talked and aasu came and bidur vai and sabin dai were also there. we all talked about business idea every one was very helpfull to me everyone wanted to see me get my life back on track. and i left dhawa and went to home and had lunch and did some house work and again sat in front of laptop and after few hours we all went to 13 day or someone's death he is far relative grate gand father whos age was 104 he died 13 days ago. as i reached there there was many who i didnt know but everyone who knew my mum and dad asked the first question what is your son studing that question made really awakward and my dad replyed he is doing software engineering and mum who is beside me say in my ear look this is what happens then i realize that i just have to been not seen with my parents so that they dont have to listern to me but not always just in social setting but people any way ask. so i have to do what i love but love is really complected word for me i wana figure out my passion so that i can create my own way. i guess my own way is that dream that i have seen for myself but at this period of time i have way many douts about my self. so lets continue i just got lost onto my thoughts.after that i went to my mums home and had coffee and we left and went to anjan's home and anjan was going for a shoping for himself and angana so he told me to lets go bro to buy us a jacket and we went to buy the jacket at first in just one shop we had found his cloth but for angu we had to search for 10 shops and at last we found a beautiful dress and the shop keeper was also really nice we talkedd and we had fun it was a fun environment in that shop but she didnt gave us much discount but it was ok.. and we return to my home anjan droped me home and he went and dad and i started to play card and i thing i was lucky i won rs 100($1) haha for me at this moment $1 is also really valuable. and after that game i am here writing this diary ok gudnite lets see what will tomorrow will bring....
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