january 25 2020

i am really tired today. i dont know what's wrong with me and my body. it gets hot.yester day i went to bed and in morning around 2 am i woke up and i was all covered with sweat and but i tried to sleep for as long as possible at 4.15 am paru wake me up and and i went to take a bath and had some break fast, mum was prepering all food today was the day were we four and anjan and aangana went to janakpur to visit janakpur temple. let's go to flash back few months ago i had vibe and i felt like janakpur was calling me and i came home at that time i was staying in kathmandu. as soon as i came home i told mum i wanted to go to janakpur and due to family problem if this story opens in future i will open the case but for now i wont. so lets continue in the present oue tour started at 5.15am and man it was a tough trip... anjan and angana were vomiting and they were all out in whole trip with congusted. paru and i suffered the more. i am tired so todays main point was i had a degavu effect and i feel it was already planed for me to be at that same point in time and speak the same type of feelings. i mean the meaning is same i dont exactaly rember it but i felt it has happen befored and what that moment tigered was the feeling that i said in dejavu and reality. so the next point is there is a small female on every male. that female give him negative thoughts and try to only have fun. so the role of male in the mind is to take control over the female mind and correct its decision which is puarly based on emotional.

so i am really hot right now but also i want to finish this shit and get some sleep
gudnyte
sweat dreams